You think its going to be ok as you kiss goodbye for the day.
Hours go by, you get a text asking whats going on a facebook..
You know nothing of facebook because your working.
Your curiosity gets the best of you, you look.
Your "fiance" has changed his status to "single"...
Your heart drops. You cant breath, you shake & then you realize it wasnt just a fight.
Its the end of a chapter, a chapter you thought was going to be the last one in your book of life.
Today i get to start a new chapter.
Im not happy about it, im pretty sad actually.
But as we all know, ive overcome so much & ill overcome this.
You cant force someone to want the same life you do.....
Here goes to chapter 1,004,675 in my book of life.
I cant promise butter flies & rainbows in this chapter.
But i can promise someone being real.
Some one trying to wade thru the mud & find that clear water.
On a happier note. I got a surprise phone from the sweetest (almost) 3 year old, our first ever actual phone conversation. It brighten my day & warmed my heart. More on that later on. Lets just say in that aspect of life. its good. its better then good its amazing. I am the luckiest woman in the world to have josh & lizzy.. I am so lucky..