Wednesday, June 29, 2011

There is so much I am feeling right now.
So many things have been going through my head & my heart.
I do not know how to put into words how I feel.

But I will leave it at this....

Not one day goes by that I don't think of you sweet Mara.
My heart is happy knowing your happy.
I love seeing pictures of you having a morning dance fest with Ella.
I love you sweet girl.

Thursday, June 9, 2011

8. A Moment

The Moment I realized I was going to be ok.

After placing Mara, I thought that my heart was going to forever be part broken.
That even though I knew this was right, & had no regrets, a piece of my heart was not with me,
Which left me, broken.
One day, not too long ago, I woke up & felt ok.
Everything was ok. Everything was alright.
I was not broken anymore.

I miss her every single day.
Every single day I think about her.
Every single day I hope for the next day I see her to be soon.
I love her with my whole heart,
seeing her happy reminds me that, she is ok & im ok.
This is the life we both needed.

7. My Best Friend

This one is tough.
I mean really I dont have anyone I consider my "Best Friend"

I guess Im going with my sisters,
I know I can call anyone of them at any time & they are there for me.