Wednesday, April 22, 2009

I tried to convince Mom a while back that if I just try hard to forget it will go away. . .
She being the brilliant Mother she is let me know that wont happen. . . .
I have finally got around to actually making time for Group.
I so dearly miss the other girls, and just being around them,
knowing that there is someone that feels what I do on a daily basis.
Hopefully it will help.
I have not been doing so great lately.

Spent Easter at Andy's Aunt Kathys home.
Went to his sisters dance concert!
She is an amazing dancer.
Kristofer is in soccer! Can you believe that!
He is a great little guy.

Mara's adoption is getting super close to being finalized.
Looks like I will be taking a trip the start of June.
She will be sealed and blessed in the same weekend!
What a blessing to know Mara will have her Eternal Family.

I have nothing really to update otherwise.
Life is flying by.


Anonymous said...

I'm glad you're going back to group. I would think it would help to be with people who are going through the same situation. I can't even begin to imagine how hard it must be.
Last night I was reading a blog of one of my friends who had her one year old drown in their spa. Nobody knows how she even got in the pool area, it was locked and they had to unlock it to get to her. I just sat here crying reading her feelings even almost a year later.
I cry as I check on Mara not knowing how anyone has the strength to put a child above their own feelings. She is blessed, and so are you!
Love you.

Michelle said...

it gets better!! i promise.

korver's weekend was a very emotional rollercoaster for me. there were so many highs and so many lows. but in the end, you know that your little lady is in a good place and has exactly what you wanted for her.

remember, you took part in creating that eternal family!

Kara said...

There are so many blessing that have come and will come from this situation and the decision you have made with Mara. I see that you are still going through a hard time and it just makes me sad to hear that you are not doing well. Ive never been in this situation but I imagine that in time your wounds will heal and you will be able to feel nothing but happiness!

Cami said...

I love you and have missed you!