Sunday, January 11, 2009


Sometimes I dont know how,
I managed to get myself here.
How I hurt the people that matter most,
How many people I have let down.
Somewhere I lost who I am.
I lost what makes me happy.
My self worth has dwindled into none.
Every day brings new emotion & pain.
Some one is always asking.
Days like today I just want to forget,
not for forever
but just for a minute...

5 comments:

The White Family said...

Kathy you should come over for tacos! I love you!!
Dawn

Cami said...

Some days I don't even know how I get through the day.
We all go through experiences that shape who we are today. If we didn't go through them would we like who we would be?

I am proud of you.
And you should be proud of yourself.
Each day you are making a step.
Love yourself, and remember that others love you. (That includes me!)

Don't ever hesitate to call me up.
I am always here for you.

mikestribe said...

I love you soooooooooooooo much. Come home and get some hugs!!!!
Love mom

Kara said...

love you katt dog. youre my favorite

LDS Family Services Birth Parent Group said...

You are a warrior, I'm sorry for the days that hurt so much. Just don't ever forget how much you gave Mara, and you didn't do it contingent upon what you could receive in return, although it would be nice for it to turn out that way. Seek out the spirit to comfort you and remind you that you had help from above in making that decision. I hope you get what you need, soon.

You're in my thoughts!